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Minggu, 31 Oktober 2010

SHINee Jr's SM Academy Life part 5

"You never said to me that you have a GIRLFRIEND?", JongHyun shouted.
"I NEVER have one! You didn't believe me?"
"AND WHO IS SHE?", JongHyun pointed to Son Ja.

Son Ja grimmed.

"Never have one? So who am i?"
"I never told you that we're in relationship!", Onew shocked.
"But we promised!"
"Have we?"

JongHyun step front, hiding Onew behind his back.

"Our hyung already said that he didn't have any special business with you. Just get off!"

"He know me! I know that!"
"Yes, i know her."
"SHUT UP HYUNG! I'm trying to protect you!", JongHyun glared.

"I believe he knew her.", He Xu said. "But i didn't believe that they were DATING."
"So do i.", Key agreed. "Hey noona, do you have any prove?"
"Urgh!", Son Ja groaned. "If i can't have you, nobody can!"

"Who decided?", JongHyun shouted.

"Err, hyung, don't shouting. Stop it!", MinHo looked around.
"Cks."

Son Ja turned away, she grimmed at Onew.

"You're so evil Jin Ki!"

Onew stood in puzzlement.

Jonghyun sighed. "How CAN you forget that kind of girl?"
"You know i am, i don't know."
Onew looked at He Xu.
"You must be fight with her a lot."
He Xu nodded.

"Oh yeah.", Key admiring Jonghyun.
"You and He Xu never talk to each other since this morning. Say something!"

JongHyun blushed. So does He Xu.

"Hey cocky oppa."
"What little brat.", JongHyun glared.

"What do you mean by... the word that you said before we gone.."
JongHyun shocked.
"WHAT? I SAID 'MIANHE' *sorry* ! Sorry for making you.. yeah, you know."
"Mianhe? Oh so there's something wrong with my ear then."

He Xu turned her head away. JongHyun still dazed.

Key grinned. "Are you sure? I thought you were saying.."
"LALALA!", JongHyun shouted.
"Oh hyung!", Taemin giggling.

"What are you looking at? Let's go to lunch then!", JongHyun got up.

"JongHyun embarassed!"
"I'm not!"

"Okay, let's go! I'm starving!"

"Ah, He Xu!"

Everyone turn their head.
A tall goodlooking guy was standing behind them and smilling.

"Ah, Ryeo Woon-oppa.", He Xu surprised.
"You guys looked so close. This is the song for tomorrow.", he handed a paper to He Xu.
"Thank you!"

"and, who's him?", JongHyun asked.

"Oh, sorry, this is Ryeo Woon-oppa, my senior."
"Nice to meet you.", Ryeo woon smilling.
"I guess i ever saw him somewhere..", Key squinted.
"Oh no, i guess not."

"Your senior?"
"Yes, why?", He Xu surprised.
"Nothing."
"You're looked jealous.", Onew squinted.
"HELL NO!"

tobecontinued ;p

Sabtu, 30 Oktober 2010

SHINee Jr's SM Academy Life part 4

SHINee and SHINee Jr hugged each other. It's like they didn't meet for a year.
Actually one day..

Taemin hugged Lee Yeon.
"I really miss you!"
"So do I, hyung!"

"Lee Yeon!", Onew called.
Lee Yeon hugged him as well.
"How are you guys? Did that ahjumma act strict?", asked Onew, still hugging Lee Yeon.

"Err, i must admitted it, she IS strict.", He Xu agreed.

"I never can fight back that ahjumma. I'll stay in that academy forever if i done that.", JongHyun sighed.
"..and i didn't want to stay here forever!", said He Xu.

"Wait a minute, forever? You'll be here for only one year is it?", the manager confused.

"Oh, you didn't know anything about this hyung, believe me.", JongHyun turned to his manager.

"You guys must tell me all the story later, okay?"
"Okayy..", said SHINee in unison.

"So, what should we do now?", Key asked.
"Let's go to our room first, we.. are very pierced here.", Hee Ri looked around.
"Yes, but, oppa, all students in the academy known you all is it?", Je Seo asked.

"Surely they do."

"I'm not sure about this."

JongHyun wears his hoodie on, to covered up his face, so do the others, Key covered his face with his cap.
They stepped into the academy carefully.
The woman in front of the lobby immediately recognize them.

"Oh, you?", asked the woman in high pitch.

"Good morning noona. It sure nice to meet you again, after... a year?", Onew stuttered.
"Good morning to you too."
"Can we.. just.. go inside?"
"Sure.", the woman answered immediately. "But i didn't take responsibilities to hide you all from our students."

"Oh, sure no worries.", Onew bowed. "Thank you."
"Come on come on!", JongHyun pushes his students forward.

The students that were sitting in the training room were shocked after seeing a bunch of people with SHINee Jr running around.
Taemin was running too fast that he lost his cap.
"Uh oh!", Taemin immediately bowed to pick it up and run away.

"YOU SEE THAT?", asked one of the trainees shocked.
"That's Taemin-oppa!", shouted a girl.
"Then they must be their seniors SHINee!", shouted the girls. They tried to chase them.

"TAEMIN!", JongHyun glared.
"I didn't do it on purpose!"

Immediately they ran into Hee Ri's room and shut the door.
All the trainees knocked the door.

"SHINee Oppa!"
"Open up!"

Onew standing in front of the door.
"LOCKED IT LOCK!!"

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"You must be ashamed! They come here to visit their juniors! And you all made a chaos with breaking the door! One week training room cleaning!", the woman commanded.

"Aoooww.."

The woman walked out from the room strictly.

"She sure didn't change.", Jonghyun admired the woman.
"Yeah, i still trembled when i heard she talking.", Taemin trembled.

SHINee and their juniors sitting on the corner of the training room, after gave the trainees some autographs.
"So, how's academy?", Key asked.
"Horrible.", answered Lee Yeon.
"Boring.", answered Je Seo.
"Hell.", answered He Xu.

"HE XU!"

MinHo giggled. "I've known it you'll be say that. This academy was boring."
"But for one year training, it'll not be a long time. Just let it flow.", Onew gave advice.
"Without you in the dorm, it felt so quiet.", Taemin sighed.

"There is Onew-hyung there.", said Hee Ri.

"Onew-hyung was very busy! He even got a job this evening, so he'll be gone back earlier than us!", Key shouted.
"Not fun!", JongHyun sticked his tongue to Onew.
"Ahh, i still want to play with you guys!", Onew groaned.

"Too bad, Onew-oppa, i guess you'll be staying for dinner.", Je Seo sighed.

"I'd like to, but i can't..", answered Onew disappointed.

"Dinner? That's a good idea. How if we take you all for lunch this afternoon? I'll toke the lady's permission.", suggest Taemin.
"Yeah, let's eat lunch together!", Key excited.

"Ehm, by the way, when can you guys come here again?", He Xu asked.

All SHINee stopped. "Hm, when we have free-schedule we promised we'll go here.", answered Onew.
"Oh, if i can't join you, just go by yourselves guys.", said Onew to his dongsaengs.
"Okay then hyung.", JongHyun embraced his hyung.

"JongHyun can go back here anytime. "Everyday is holiday for him.", said Key.

"What do you mean by that?", JongHyun glared.

"Sorry, for made you all come here, it sure take a long time to got here.", Je Seo apologized.
"No, no, we're very happy to gone here, we even forced manager-hyung."

Je Seo giggled.

"JIN KI!"

Onew shocked.
Son Ja hugged him from the back.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?", JongHyun shouted.

"Son Ja?", Onew shocked.
"I knew it that you still remembered me! How about our relationship?", asked Son Ja.
Je Seo and the others frozed.

"Ree.. relationship?", JongHyun stuttered. "HYUUNG?"

tobecontinued ;p



SHINee Jr's SM Academy Life part 3

"Why are you got up so early?"

"No one forbid me to."

Key handed a shirt to JongHyun. "Don't wear that! Wear this!"
"I just followed you, Ki Bum, you're the best!"

"You looked like you're going to a party. Wear something ordinary hyung.", Taemin yawning.
"I'm not going anywhere!", JongHyun looked himself in the mirror.

"Err, i guess that'll look better."

Taemin giggled.

"Manager-hyung already wait for us! Come on!", Onew called.
MinHo yawning, he put on his clothes.
"I didn't ever think SM will let us go there."
"So do i.", JongHyun brushes his hair.

"Come on chop chop!"

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"I miss Taemin-hyung.", Lee Yeon sighed.
SHINee Jr sitting in front of their academy, looking at the sky.

"Yeah, i miss how Key-oppa cooks for us.", Ne a agreed.
"Huuu...", Hee Ri tearing.
"Don't cry!"

He Xu seriously admiring the sky.

"The sky was very beautiful today.", she mumbled.
"I hope i can saw it with Key-hyung.", Hee Ri said.

"Hm hm..", the others nodded.

Suddenly a bus parked at the parking lot. The bus looked familiar.
Hee Ri squinted to look at it.

"AH!", he shouted.

"Hee Ri-oppa?", Je Seo shocked.
"What's wrong?"
Hee Ri too shocked to say anything.

One figure steps out from the bus. SHINee Jr immediately recognize him.

"MANAGER-OPPA/HYUNG!"

The manager smiled.
"HEE RI, NE A, LEE YEON, HE XU, JE SEO!", he called.
He pulled someone from the bus, he covered his face with hoodie.
But He Xu's eyes can't be fooled.

"Co..cocky oppa?"
JongHyun steps out from the bus, the others followed.
"KEY-HYUNG!"
"ONEW-OPPA!"
"MINHO-OPPA!"
"TAEMIN-HYUNG!"

SHINee Jr ran to their seniors.
Can't say anything but stared at them.

"YOU'RE HERE!"

SHINee smiled.
"Annyeong haseo! We're shining SHINee!"

"Special delivery to SHINee Jr oppas and noonas!", the manager smiled.

tobecontinued ;p

somesnacks ;9

"Jonghyun : "And what do we have hiding here..a book! Read the title out loud for us."

Onew : "We respect a funny leader."

Key : "I don't think you need to read something like this.."
"

-OnJongKey ♥ (lol)

SHINee Jr's SM Academy Life part 2

All the SHINee members can't shut their eyes along the night.

"Hyung, are you awake?", JongHyun crawled to Onew's bed.
"No, i'm sleeping.", Onew covered his face with blanket.
"You can't! Wake up now!"
"Jongyeon~ah, i'm too tired of hold my tears.", Onew said quietly.
JongHyun laid beside his hyung.

"You want to know? Me too."

"I can't burst out in front of my dongsaengs. I'm the leader."

"That's not the reason. You can cry whenever you want.", JongHyun patted Onew's head.
"Just think that i'm your hyung then."
Onew didn't say a thing. Suddenly, he whimpered like a kid.

"Gomawo, Jongyeon~ah.", whispered Onew, sobbing.

JongHyun starts tearing again. "Hyuuunggg!"
Onew surprised. "Why are you crying?"
"Hyuuung! I'm really a fool..", JongHyun leaned on Onew's back.
"You are! But i proud of you, JongHyun, really."

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The training progress going fine till the day after that.
He Xu was admiring her finger in the training room.
"It is weird if i wear it now?", thought her. A small ring was attached on her finger.
She smiled.

"HE XU!"

He Xu jumped surprise.

"What are you..", He Xu stopped. "Wait a minute. Who are you?"

The guy smiled. He's older than her, He Xu thought.
He has brown hair, with small eyes, he smiled at He Xu.

"Mind if i want you become my friend?"
"O.. of course not.", He Xu stuttered. The guy that standing in front of her is really goodlooking.

"My name is Son Ryeo Woon. Nice to meet you. I ever watch you on Music Bank."

"Thanks, i'm He Xu."

"So, you are Kim Jong Hyun's apprentice? I heard that he was good."
"Very good.", He Xu corrected.
"Yeah.", Ryeo Woon agreed.
"Err, you're older than me is it?", He Xu asked nervously.
"Oh, yeah, i'm on my 17."
"O..oppa then?"
Ryeo Woon smiled and nodded.

"Ryeo Woon! Come on!", some guys were calling Ryeo Woon.

"Ah! Coming!", Ryeo Woon shouted. "Bye He Xu. Oh, by the way, you're very pretty today."

He Xu blushed.
"WHAT IS HE MEAN BY THAT?"

Ne a raised her one eyebrow. It looked that she heard all the conversation.
"Err, He Xu.."
"What?"
"He's a really popular teen star you know. Tenor singer. He didn't want to start debut because he's wanting more practises."

"HE IS?"

"Yes, maybe a higher level than JongHyun-oppa! I know all the news about him! Son Ryeo Woon!"

"You know? THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE!"
"THAT'S NOT! And i guess he like you."
"EUW IT'S NOT!"

Ne a sighing. "I don't know what could be happened this one year straight..."
"So do i."

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Je Seo and Lee Yeon practicing in the room beside, practising Lucifer's steps once again.

"I often forgot this one.", Je Seo sighing, she sweats a lot.
"That's not like that! Like this.", Lee Yeon starting dances again.
"You're too fast!"
"Am I? Hey hey i'm hungry."
"I know why He Xu was angry everytime she was talking to you.."

"Hm?"

Je Seo walked toward the door, grabbed a bottle of mineral water.
Suddenly the girl yesterday, Bae Son Ja, blocking her way.

"Excuse me?", Je Seo asked.
"No excuse! I didn't let you go anywhere, what trick you done to Jin Ki?", the girl glared.
"Trick? What trick?"
"Don't act innocent!"

"Get Away you ahjumma!", He Xu pushed Son Ja away.
Je Seo surprised.

He Xu throwed the bottle to Je Seo and glared at Son Ja.

"Don't EVER touch Je Seo again. Stay away from our leader.", she glared.
"WH.."
"You better watch your act.", Lee Yeon added, he glared at Son Ja once again.

Son Ja got up and ran away.
"YOU ALL LITTLE BRATS!"

"What a kid.."

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"HYUNG! I BEGGED YOU!", Taemin hugged the manager's arm.

"But, you're only away for them for one day!"

"DON'T SEPARATE US! YOU KNOW THAT STRICT AHJUMMA WILL KILL THEM!", Taemin shouted.
Onew bowed as deep as he could. "Hyung!"

"Onew? Oh, not you!"

JongHyun grabs his manager's collar.
"HYUNG! PLEASE!"

"THAT'S NOT A REQUEST! THAT'S FORCING!"

Key bowed too. "The day after tomorrow we'll be free scheduled. Hyung, please, bring us there."
"HYUUUNG!", the other members begged in one voice.

"Errgh, o.. okay, i'll talk to SM about this."
"HYUNG! YOU'RE THE BEST!", JongHyun kissed his manager's cheek.

"EUW!"

tobecontinued ;p




SHINee Jr's SM Academy Life part 1

SHINee Jr arrived at the Academy at 8 p.m.
They stayed in the bus for about 4 hours. The academy was big, bigger than their dorm.
The manager told them that the academy has dorm, training room, and everything.

"Is there a rooftop?", asked He Xu.

Everyone looked at her confused.
"Rooftop? I don't know He Xu.", the manager confused.
"Oh, i'll check it myself then."

The manager waves slowly to them.

"Good bye! I'll sure give SHINee's latest update to you! I'll made sure you guys can contact each other!"
The manager sobbing.

"Oppa, gamsa hamnida. Good luck.", Je Seo embracing the manager's back.
"I'll miss you hyung.", Lee Yeon hugged his manager.
"Till we meet aga.. in!", Hee Ri tearing.

"SHINee Jr? Come here! Don't waisting time please!"

There's a woman in front of the academy door.
It looked that she was an ahjumma, her appearance was like a teacher or something. She wears small glasses and bold lipstick.

"Sorry, Ha-In-noona.", the manager bowed.
"Bye, guys."

"Annyeong..", all the SHINee Jr's members waving their hand.
The manager slowly walked to the bus, still tearing.

SHINee Jr slowly turned their heads to face the strict woman.
The woman gestured to follow her.
They entered the academy. All the students in the training room looked at them in amazement.

"Hey, it is SHINee Jr? The guys whom trained by SHINee and didn't enter the academy before?", whispered someone.
"Yeah, it is them. But why are they here?", whispered the other.
"Maybe SM ordered they back because they're not good enough?", other giggling.
"Maybee.."
"What a pity.."

He Xu turned her head, glaring to the owner of the sound.
A bunch of girls who was giggling, they glared at He Xu in replied.

"DON'T WHISPER! SAY IT IN FRONT OF MY FACE!", He Xu yelling.

"HE XU!"

Je Seo pulled He Xu's arm.
"Don't mind them! Let's go."
He Xu stopped. She glared at them once again before continued walking.

"Teen Idols with bad temper were not-so-good entertainer.", said the woman strictly.

He Xu shocked. "WH.."
"He Xu!", Ne a and Je Seo pulled her back.
"What does she mean? Intimidate me?"
"Look straight.", Lee Yeon commanded.

The woman bring them to one corridor. There was two rooms and one room with no door, training room.
In the training room there are some girls and boys.
They looked at them with amazement.

"I hate my agency.", whispered He Xu.
"So do i.", Hee Ri agreed.

"This is your room for one year straight, and that's the training room for your group. Now come with me, i'll introducing you to the others.", said the woman, as strictly as ever.

SHINee Jr just nodded.

The boys and the girls were whispered to each other.
Some girls even look at them with arrogant eyes.

"Children!"
They stopped whispering.

"These are SHINee Jr, your new group members for one year straight. Be friendly!", announced the woman.
"Yes, Ha-In-noona!"

"This is Kim He Xu, SHINee JongHyun's apprentice."
He Xu stepped front. Some girls were whispering. He Xu glared at them, Je Seo stopped her before she blows up angry.

"These are Hee Ri and Ne a, the rappers and SHINee Key's and MinHo's apprentices."
Ne a and Hee Ri bowed stuttered.
"This is Lee Yeon. SHINee's Taemin apprentice, and lead dancer. You can practise with dancers here."
Lee Yeon nodded.

".. and oh, you are the leader. Park Je Seo, the leader of SHINee Jr and Lee Jin Ki's apprentice.", said the woman with arrogant face.

"WHAT?"

Je Seo surprised, so do the others.
"SHE'S LEE JIN KI APPRENTICES?", the girl at the back shouted.
"Err, yes, i am.", said Je Seo.
"YOU'RE NOT DESERVE IT! NOT AT ALL!"

He Xu stepped front and grab the girl's shirt.
"You're making problem with our leader do you?"
"HE XU!", Je Seo ran and pulled He Xu from the girl. "Don't do it!"

The girl tidy up her hair. She glared again at Je Seo.

"Pfft, i didn't ever think girl like you will be his apprentice. Consider that you're lucky.", she laugh quietly.
"WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?"
"I AM his ex-girlfriend at high school!", shouted the girl.

Je Seo surprised.

"He DUMPED you.", He Xu cutted.

"HE IS NOT!", the girl shocked after hearing He Xu's sentence. "He said that he was going to be an idol, so we broke up! And, in just a year or two, i'll be an idol! I'LL FINALLY MEET MY JIN KI AGAIN!"
The girl looked very excited.

"You're nothing but his APPRENTICE!"

"Ah, that's..", Je Seo surprised.
"Je Seo is Onew-hyung's special person!", Hee Ri added.
"Hee Ri!"

"How do you know?"

"SON JA! STOP IT! BACK TO YOUR ROOM NOW!", command the woman angrily.
The girl shocked. She passed Je Seo with one arrogant step.
She glared at He Xu.

"Have i told you already? If you keep making trouble at academy, that will longer your time here. TAKE YOUR TIME!", said the woman and closed the door.

"WHAT YOU..", He Xu shocked.
"HE XU! YOU DIDN'T WANT IT RIGHT? Control your emotion!", Ne a holds He Xu's arm.
"Darn it!"

tobecontinued ..

Prologue ~ SHINee (fanfict2)

Now, SHINee stood in front of the dormitory.
Exhausted and sad.
They can't see either the bus or their students.

That morning was the last they can meet them.
Maybe..

Onew's
Who knows we might end up.. doing well?

He know the answer is no.
Never.
He'll never end up doing well.

This is the first time he looked at a girl in a different way.
Not because her face, her heart or something like you ever saw on a romantic film.

Her way of thinking.

He ever asked Je Seo before.
"Are you look me as an idol? A teacher? Or, an ordinary man?"
At that time, Je Seo was giggling, but she DID give him the answer.

"I looked you as an idol, a teacher, and an ordinary man."

Onew has no idea why she said that. She didn't even choose one.
But only Je Seo knew the answer, the answer that he'll never know.

Taemin's
Taemin can't help his tears.
It burst out very easily a second after the bus gone.

"We'll meet them again, Taemin."

"I know.", thought Taemin.
"But not now."

He just hated goodbyes. What good in goodbyes?

Lee Yeon was the one who teach him how to dance freely, excitedly, and even.. perfectly.
But why he must gone so fast?
Having Lee Yeon was like having a brother. A brother who has the same personalities.

When will they meet each other again?
No one knows.

Key's
Key must admitted it.

He want to cry.

But seeing JongHyun cried is the reason why he must not cry.
SHINee Jr was the reason of staying at the dorm.

Although he didn't like the chaos they did.
But, he will miss them, miss the chaos they did, and other things about them.

He waves goodbye silently, embraced JongHyun on his back, and hoping, that..

...they will surely meet again.

MinHo's
MinHo clenched the hand that touches Ne a's hand for the last time.
He felt glad that he had given the necklace to her.

He didn't regret anything about it.

But he do respect JongHyun, he want to praised him right now.
He done a right decision, it is a very brave of him to gave the ring to He Xu.

From the necklace that he gives.
Minho just hoping.

That Ne a will remember him forever as her charismatic teacher.

JongHyun's
"It was embarrassing! Embarrassing!"

JongHyun cried till his eyes red.
He didn't want to admit that he was crying. All that he said was about his leg.

"Crying isn't embarrassing. I know you're the most shocked."

"Not that Ki Bum! UNFORTUNATELY NOT THAT!"
JongHyun shouted from his heart.

He isn't worrying He Xu's carrier.
It will be better for her if she being trained by professional choreographer, singer trainer, or something like that.

He isn't worrying about the loneliness left after SHINee Jr gone to the academy.
He has the other four members anyway, although it will not be the same again.

He was worrying if He Xu had a crush on another guy there.

Not Lee Yeon.
He's way too stupid.

Also not Hee Ri.
He's too innocent to fall in love.

But with the other trainees.

Who knows?
He knew he was egoistic.

But the thing that he want now is He Xu, for himself.

Jumat, 29 Oktober 2010

SHINee Jr's SM Academy Life

This is the continuation from SHINee Jr's fanficts that i have written.
This is their life in academy, happy reading!

andthestory,begins

He Xu's
I can't look back. I will NEVER looking back.

"He Xu? Are you okay?"

I'm really okay.

That's all i wanted to say. But i have tearing so much that i can't say anything.
Other members just looking at me, with puppy eyes. They are worrying me. Now, i felt guilty that i've made them worried.

There are two good reasons for crying. First, i'll not see SHINee oppas again for one year straight. Second, now i was holding Cocky Oppa's present, and crying like a fool because of what i've found in this doll's pocket. But believe me, i'll not show it to others.

Je Seo's
This doll was driving me crazy. The face was really similar to Onew-oppa.
You may called i am crazy, but really, the doll's smile was really HIS. But i can't burst out crying now, after seeing He Xu crying so much, must i join her and crying with her?

I don't think so.

I must show that i'm a strong girl. I'll not made He Xu crying again because of me.
I wondered what was at Onew-oppa's mind when he was sewing this doll by himself, and thinking that i'll not meet him again made my tears bursted, so i guess i must not think about that.

May i being given a second chance to look his smile again? I begged you God.

Ne A's
Am i good enough?
When i hide my tears from MinHo-oppa?
When i didn't burst out tearing like He Xu?

But, actually, it is more comfortable for me if i didn't hide it.
I'm a big fan of Choi MinHo!

I want to shouted it out as loud as i can.

I want to hug MinHo-oppa when he gives me this necklace.
But i can't.
I want to thanked him as much as i can although i will stutter a lot.
But i can't.

Can't is the reason. I can't meet him again.

Lee Yeon's
If it isn't for Taemin-hyung, i'll not going out from the bus and shows my tears.
A boy must not crying, i guess that's why JongHyun-hyung punched me on the face.

It is really hurt.

I can't help myself when Taemin-hyung first praised me a lot because of what i've done in that dancing machine.
I can't help myself when Onew-hyung hugged me because i won from him in a mini arcade.
I can't help myself when Key-hyung always prepared a good breakfast for me.
It is very delicious.

It isn't because Taemin-hyung was cute. No no, i'm not that kind of person.
I was only happy because he is the only one who praised me that lot because of my dancing skills. So do the other hyungs.

Hee Ri's
Seeing He Xu crying isn't comfortable for me.
So i cried too.

Boys ought to cry.
In a very sad situation, what laws forbid us to cry?
He Xu looked surprised when she saw i was crying.

"Hee Ri? Why are you crying too?"

I can't say anything.
So i just said that i miss my umma. Actually i didn't have any umma anymore. My REAL umma has passed away, and now, Key-hyung.
Whose cooks always made me want to tearing.
I never being treated like a son like that.

I love you Key-hyung. Good Bye

nothingtodo

Appearance
[ ] I have/had piercings besides the ears.
[ ] I want piercings besides the ears.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have tattoos
[x] I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x]I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
[x] I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.
[x] I’ve driven/ridden over 200 km in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I’ve slapped someone.
[ ] I’ve kissed someone underwater.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve chugged something.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car / been in a car crash.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[ ] I’ve auditioned for something.
[x] I’ve been on stage.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve pranked someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
[ ] I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
[x] I’ve broken a law.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out.
[ ] I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone/something die.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
[x] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own a lot of makeup.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I thrive on compliments.
[ ] I thrive on hate.
Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs / don’t like to kill them.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I’m a morning person.
[ ] I’m a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
[ ] I bake well
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
[ ] I’m really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were and will be totally honest.

People
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic.
[x] say I’m ugly.
[x] say I’m pretty.
[x] spread rumors about me.
[ ] force me to eat.
[ ] say I eat too much.
[ ] say I eat too little.
[x] don’t know I have an eating disorder.



Family
[ ] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve planned to run away from home before.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want kids.
[ ] I’ve had kids.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

Relationships
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’m a swinger.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I have/had a friend with benefits.
[ ] I’ve hooked up with someone in little or no notice.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve physically cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve mentally cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] Someone has had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I’m a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
[ ] I have/had anxiety problems.
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset.
[x] I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’ve slept an entire day before.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
[x] I’ve cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I’ve plotted revenge.

I’ve done
[ ] Weed
[ ] Diet pills
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[x] I keep my habits a secret.
[ ] I have a diet blog.
[x] My choices are for me.
[x] My choices are for someone else.
[ ] My choices are to prove myself

taken from my seniors' blog :)

Kamis, 28 Oktober 2010

thanksforreading! :D

Thanks for all the guests who read my fanficts until now :)
i really really appreaciated it! SHINee Jr will not over yet though, just wait and see!

Today is my school report distribution though, yeah, i didn't satisfied enough of my scores, but i must admitted it that i was lazy THESE DAYS!
My besties and also my strict editor(peace sint ;p) not here today, and maybe tomorrow too. Without her, i guess i didn't want to write any fanficts!

.. and for all other shawols, i just keep thinking about #jongkyung, a really big scandal and it made a really big change to other SHINee's members i supposed. I'm not supporting them, but at least i'll not bash her as well.
As long as our jjong happy :) .. although yeah, we'll miss the single him.
you may called i am a korean k-pop freak, but i don't think so haha

I'll write a new story about them, my book, my pen, get ready!
*sorry for my bad grammar ;9